How can this be? :/

Passing the road with my eyes close. Thinking of the things in the past that I enjoyed most. Seems like everything I see turns to gray. I don't think if it will change its color again or maybe it will remain dull and vague and chained.
I receive a text from you it says "How are you? Hope your okay." I want to reply back but it seems like my hands are shaking and can't type anything. So I turn off my phone pull out my iPod and listen to my favorite song to froget everything on my own.

I keep on reminiscing the past. To throwback all the memories we had. I just want to know if your doing this thing too so I can say I really miss you. Oh I miss you.

Something caught my attention a picture of lovers doing the love addiction. I just smile and pass them by but they said "why are you all alone? Aren't you have someone to go with you along?"  I just starred and then cross the line. How I wish you were here, so I wont be alone and wont shed a tear.... Because

I keep reminiscing the past. Too look back all the memories we had. I just want to know if your doing this thing I'm doing too so I can say I miss you. Oh I miss you.

So here I am lying on my bed. Writing this song composed by my head. Dedicating this song whom I can't forget. But it seems like.

I don't want to reminisce the past because it hurts me so much. Everytime I look back the times we had it keeps flashing back all the memories we had. And it hurt so much because its breaking my heart I wonder if you miss me too because all this time I really wanted to say how much I LOVED YOU!. Oh I LOVE YOU!